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Every time I look at the crest for the coven that this profile is in, I think, "wow! I made that." and to be honest I think it looks pretty decent.

Sorry for being quiet and absent if any one has noticed. Haha. My coven is dead, my coven, cf.

I think it is time to try to work with photoshop again. So for this one time only I'm willing to make a single coven crest. If by some miracle you're reading this and want me to try to make a coven crest, send me your specifications.

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HellOnHeelz
01:32 Nov 30 2014

You are very talented! Stop selling yourself short! Hugs.

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So...I still haven't worked with photoshop. This makes...what, like a month? I don't know, I'm still just not into it, maybe tonight? Also, I never worked on the general description of my portfolio. I guess I've just had things going on?

Also, I never finished styling the wig. I still have some dreading to do. I bought a bunch of faded looking flowers and leaves, all plastic of course, to cut up and tie into the wig.

It's for a photo project. :)

Maybe once I get those photos, I will be more inclined to work with photoshop?

I've finished adding captions to the few photos in my portfolio. I still need to work on the train wreck that is the general description...maybe tonight? I mean I'm sure I'll be awake, or I should be anyway. Considering I worked all night, I didn't get home until early this morning I slept for most of the day. Or well...I finally fell asleep around eleven and woke up just before four in the afternoon/evening(?). So...yeah, I don't know, we will see. Of course I might work on the wig I've been dreading/locking/restyling for a photo project that may or may not turn out decently.

This video is hilarious. I'm not gay.

Some of you that have had images made by me may be aware that I have been refusing to make things lately. I've sort of lost my mojo in regards to photoshop. It happens from time to time with all aspects of my art. Sometimes I can't draw or paint, or write, or take photos, or whatever. It just happens. I had hoped that making a portfolio would get my interest in digital art going again, and it has. I think I need to work on a personal project before working on things for other people. I mean, let's face it, a personal project will always be more enjoyable and that's what I need now. I think I will be starting a project in which I will create mock coven crests based on two of my tattoos. :)

Of course, after I finish with my portfolio. I still need to work on the general description. It is going to be much longer with header images for each text section. Also, I know the blue text clashes with the image of myself at the top of the page. I'm working on things. :)

I really need to work on siring some of my profiles. I mean...just because...it's the thing to do, you know? Haha. Leveling is awful. Which...it's sort of ironic, or hypocritical of me to say that because I usually say the leveling system is something that I enjoy, and something that makes vr unique.

I feel like working on siring would take my mind off some things.

Besides, I spend way too much time here, on this profile, as it is.

I also need to take the acolyte test on all of my accounts again.

We'll see.

Something awful has happened and I'm afraid. I feel like I need to talk about it, but I also feel that discussing it will perpetuate the issue.

I don't understand what happened...I had typed up long descriptions for each photo in my portfolio but now...the descriptions are gone....

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TheArtistRose
12:08 Nov 16 2014

That's happened to me before. :(

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So, as it says in my kismet...I'm thinking of creating a portfolio. I'm not sure if this is something I should do...and will most likely become discouraged halfway through, but I'm hoping that creating this portfolio will sort of...help me regain my interest in working with photoshop.

What do you think?

So. Freaking. Jealous. I just watched one of the WowPresents channel's couples for cash videos in which they ask famous couples questions about each of them and for every answer they get right, they get ten bucks. I didn't know this couple but they were incredibly cute. The more masculine guy in the couple was gorgeous. The other guy, when introducing them, said that when he first met him (the masculine guy) he was dating girls, but he didn't let that stop him. Just from watching the video you could tell how insanely into each other they were. The guy that had previously been "straight" just sort of looked at that guy with...love. I don't know. I want a relationship like that. To be fair, I never go anywhere and there isn't exactly a crowd of eligible bachelors parading through my home just to meet me. I'm afraid I will end up being like forty and realize that I have lived alone for all these years because of my inability or willingness to go out into the world.

Despite not feeling well today was okay.

I'm expecting something in the mail that I'm excited about. One of my favorite shows on DVD.

I got home a little over an hour ago. Work wasn't as bad as I had built it up to be. Once I get there, it's always...well...it is physically grueling and just exhausting, but it isn't that bad. The thing of it is...just getting there, and the fact that I have to work all night long with no sleep weighing me down. It was sort of fun. I mean like I said, it's physical...manual labor, it is difficult in that sense, and I always come home hurting and aching, but I got along with my two coworkers tonight...really well, and we all just had a good time talking.

I've watched a few youtube videos, and still am...I guess I'll fall asleep soon? I don't know.

A couple of days ago I bought a Halloween wig on clearance at my store. Very much a cheap, horrible, dollar store affair. Of course it was ratted up and just awful, plastic strands every where. It was supposed to be a straight blonde wig, and well...it was, but it was just...you get the idea, frizzy as fuck. I wanted to see if I could take something so cheap and awful and work with it, and change it into something...well...something awesome. My intentions were to work on the wig until it was transformed/interesting enough to be the focal point/main..."prop" in a photo. I have a specific character in mind, and a specific hair style. I have been dreading and dreading and dreading...and have barely made any progress, but I will say it looks great so far. Once it's complete I'm going to add stuff to it...like bones, and charms and trinkets and things.

If I'm still feeling a creative bent once I wake up later in the day I think I seriously might try photoshopping some images for my vampire themed profile. I probably won't though considering, as I've said, photoshop has become sort of...troublesome for me.

Working with this wig, taking something cheap and just...very plain and transforming it into something that perfectly suits the image I have in mind reminds me of the things they do on face off. I really want to go to school for make up & special effects make up.

Just because I don't know what I'm doing doesn't mean I can't practice...and make horrible messes along the way.

I wonder if I will ever do anything at all...or if I'm just in a very, very rare optimistic sort of mood.

If I could ever get nevermind to sire without the mark of my coven master profile, I would start working on siring lethargy. Once I had them all sire I would be more apt to branch out into other societies. There are a few that I promised to return to once I accomplished the siring thing...I just didn't realize it would take an eternity.

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slipknotbabe356
05:19 Nov 12 2014

Yea I know how you feel on that, I'm working on the same thing

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Another random vr thought: aside from creating a vampire themed profile.... I have seriously, seriously been neglecting my coven. Cf is still very important to me. I love it, I mean it is...my own creation and the only place on this site in which I have complete creative freedom. I know my lack of interest has affected the amount of interest my members are able to exhibit/actually have or whatever, but I mean...I've been here a while and I tend to go through phases/stages of extreme activity and other times I'm going through phases of...like, almost anti-social behavior. During which times I find it very difficult to talk to people, or to keep up with a coven. I will snap out of this and get back into being a coven master, I always do. Hopefully I will pick back up with photoshop as well and will be able to make some awesome things for cf. Even if my members are like...permanently done with my coven, I can still have fun with it as far as creating pages and junk.

I still intend on creating a second coven some day...a coven that's not so...uh, pristine. ;)

Just a thought, I might...if I ever take the time to re-do one of my many...many...many profiles, do a vampire heavy theme. I'm not that into vampires...and yet I have been here for over seven years. Haha. I did enjoy, immensely enjoy, the vampire vow books by Michael Scheiffalbein. So yeah...if you're into vampires and like really rough, animalistic gay sex...then you should read that series. I might read them again for the profile I am thinking of...but to be honest I will probably not do anything because I'm lazy and hate photoshop right now.

So...I never knew there was an autistic drag queen. Oozing Gloop. He is so freaking cute, and I love his bubbly personality and the make up he does on James is interesting. Also, the helper dude with the ass tattoo is gorgeous.

I'm getting a ton of requests but the thing is...I don't make things anymore. So...sorry. Maybe someone else can help you. I won't be responding to any requests because it would suck to have to explain myself repeatedly and as this was something I was doing for free, I don't think I should have to...so I won't. Go away.

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DarknessFound
22:53 Nov 08 2014

People are taking advantage of a good thing.

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I know that this has been said before, but I wish we had the ability to "like" certain things here...journal entries and journal comments and various other things. I suppose that would be too similar to other mainstream websites like Facebook and tumblr...but I like the idea of having a page devoted to things that we have "liked" here so that we can view the list and then click on those things from there to return to them and check up on them/other comments or whatever.

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TheArtistRose
04:20 Nov 07 2014

I can imagine someone messaging everyone over it. "plz honor, rate, add n liek" lol. Or someone asking so they could get a record of the highest likes.

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Something less upbeat, the Amanda Palmer song I relate to the most.

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TheArtistRose
22:25 Nov 04 2014

I can't wait to see her November 14th. I'm totally buying her book. I hope she draws a penis on it.:)

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I hope it isn't against the rules to post this music video here...and if it is, I will take it down, but it's hilarious.

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frozenVheart
20:36 Nov 04 2014

lol

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I really want an Ursula Major shirt. She is the only queen that is heavily modified, and she is beautiful.

Watching 'the Unexplained Files' until I fall asleep. :)

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BeautifulEnlightenment
14:00 Nov 05 2014

I LOVE that show! I tape it on my DVR all the time! Did you see the one about the giants??

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Oh. My. God. Alaska's brother is so my type. Also, they're like...complete opposites, and that's a good thing, because as pretty and entertaining as alaska can be, she gets on my nerves...but her brother, damn!

Why oh why do they get to have such exciting, fulfilling lives? I call bullshit, it isn't fair!